I think I keep conflating hobbies versus careers. I have a personal website. I have a blog. I want to talk about science with others.

Where am I going with this? Some about being paid for doing a thing. A job. Hobbies. Joy. Capitalism. Labor. Wages. Fulfillment.

Maybe this is an artificial dichotomy that I counjured up but I don’t have much evidence to consider work ‘fun.’ There are different expectations when someone/something else depends on. It’s not that I don’t have experience with those expectations and I trust myself with being able to be professional. I don’t really understand my thoughts.

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